Introducing: Priests, Prostitutes and Pirates

 Wow, it has taken over seven years and now I'm more than happy to present my latest Aussie yarn set along the beautiful Shipwreck Coast of Victoria. The second in my Detective Voss series this yarn will keep you turning pages as he and his team discover why Father John has given up the priesthood, why an attractive woman like Tammy Luck would be selling the services of her daughter to the truckies rolling between Melbourne and Mount Gambier.

Here's a little from the first chapter:

    ‘Are you out here with all the other inquisitors raking up strife Sam? I never thought of you falling that low, you’d be pestering old weak men about their part in this never-ending victims of abuse enquiry.’

Grabbing a box of crays and stacking them onto his trolley, I said, ‘Not me, I’ve worked my last case.’

‘I read about it,’ he said, his eyes never leaving his work,

‘I didn’t see it coming, I’d never thought Estelle could do that.’ Taking in a big gulp of air, I added, ‘A lot of people died, and all because I couldn’t work it out.’

‘So what?’

I felt his eyes pressing heavy on me again, his words hitting home like hail, belting into my already brittle pride.

‘You come down here expecting me to give you absolution,’ he said, picked up a filleting knife and pointed it at me, ‘look around you Sam, I don’t do that anymore.’

‘I didn’t come here for absolution old man. All I want is a holiday visiting an old friend. The fact that you’ve given up saving souls and turned to killing fish, is your business.’

Saying nothing, he turned away from me.

I hadn’t expected a stoush, but I wasn’t ready to give up on him either, ‘You know what you did changed me. Saved me, even. And what? Now you expect me to forget all the stuff you used to say to us kids… All that Jesus loves me tripe. Telling us God would always be by our side.’

I started sucking in deep, trying to keep my composure.

Gunter not even looking at me, remained mute.

‘Tell me, where was he when I was trying to stop the murders?’

‘Did you even think to ask for his help, when did you last invite him in?’

‘I didn’t.’

‘So what? You wanted to come down here, say I was wrong and tell me that you’re getting along just fine without God looking over you?’ Wiping his hands on the towel he’d rested on the gunwale earlier, and leaning in until his face was almost touching mine, said, ‘Good, you’ve done that, now you can go.’

‘Not going to happen, I came down here to talk. You’re one of the few people I’ve ever loved and I’m hoping you may still feel that about me,’

He rolled his eyes.

Expressing emotion had always come hard for me, but in John’s case, just saying love felt easy. However, as for acknowledging me, the best he’d managed so far, had been to grunt.

‘Look, all I want to know is why you’re so damned confrontational?’ Staring into his eyes, I searched for any hint of duplicity or anything to explain his manner, there was nothing there. ‘What’s got you so damned frightened?’

Flinching at my last two words, he straightened, and making himself as tall as he could, said, ‘Don’t ever think you can get inside my head, policeman Sam. Gunter Weisman does not frighten,’ and waving toward the carpark said, ‘now, you can just piss off.’

‘When I came to the wharf I didn’t even know if I’d find you. All I really wanted, was to say thanks and make sure you’re doing okay.’

‘Well, you came, and you’ve seen I’m fine, now go, I have fish to fillet.’ Dipping his hand into a slurry of water and ice, the knife becoming a blur as scales flicked and splattered the back of his boat.

I’d had years of asking questions of people who didn’t want to answer, so not ready to leave yet asked, ‘What happened Gunter? Why go fishing?

‘Just go.’ He said, and washing the fillets without looking, reached for another fish, continued ‘There’s nothing to interest you here Sam. Leave now, please…’

    And for the best part, I have decided to put $5.00 from every book sale toward finding a cure for a rare form of muscular dystrophy. FSH, or Facio Scapular Humeral affects about one in one hundred people and in my seventy six years it's the only lottery I have won. So, a little bit of funding sent the researcher's way may not help me, but for kids being diagnosed in their first decade, it's likely Professor Marnie Blewitt and her team at the Walter and Eliza Hall Institute will have a world shattering treatment available for them.

Please email your order and address to kundela@bigpond.com on receiving it, I will forward an invoice with payment details.

Cheers Terry

Tear Stained Memories

Staring at a photo, hanging crooked From an aging rusting nail on his wall Drags back a tear-stained memory… From a time, he’s yet to heal Drawn by the rhythms of the river, He’s a wanderer, a minstrel A brown water vagabond Music flowing from his hands He hears the sounds of children Singing in the street And… the songs they are singing Take him back to who knows when… Erasing memories of the party years And friends he’s near forgot Before all the backstage passes, He’d worked little country halls, and pubs All the songs he’s sung and played, Lay crumbling in the dust All the, now forgotten faces Of a thousand screaming girls Who… beyond bright and glowing footlights, In the loudness of those shadows He’d grabbed and greedy kissed Their bright nail polished fingers Scouring bloodlines on his back And remembers their soft and naked breasts On his blonde mat of tangled curls Now going grey upon his chest Alone, sometimes he finds a grateful silence, When the memory of his music softly sleeps And from deep within that inky blackness Into his mind she creeps And again, her memory haunts him When through twilight shadows, of life’s din He sees himself there before her, kneeling The memory never thins. Trembles overcome him and sinking to his knees Again, he feels his heart begin its drumming Three-four time in his chest He stumbles, a poet in searching desperation, For practiced words he needs to tell her, Such sweet words, now dying, unspoken on his tongue He feels her graceful fingers reaching, Searching for his calloused hand In his pocket he still fumbles his frantic searching For an ancient family heirloom That fits the third finger on a lover’s soft left hand Forged from a tiny golden nugget Decades ago, his great grandfather found The old man with love and caring had shaped into a ring He set it with tiny diamond, he traded for his cart. Love’s little token for his only ever sweetheart Until the day she died, she’d worn it A treasured testament to love And in a lonely outback gravesite Their names are etched on roughhewn stone She sleeps there beside him, so they’ll never be alone. Within all that mournful sadness As they eased her casket down His father passed her jewel to him, That self-same tiny, heirloom, His great grandmother’s ring Now, all these lonely decades later It swings from a chain around his neck And he can still feel his fingers shaking At the memory from that time When he offered her his hand, Something she declined He’s still searching in the agonising, twilight For an answer any answer, To ease his tortured mind Where is that love so tender From that girl from the river, A love he knows he’ll never find Though her memory ever haunts him, He knows deep within his troubled heart she’s gone He prays to wake another day where on the other side To again kneel before her And hear the sound of angels singing Ave maria.

My FSH Journey

 

Born in the middle of last century my life was one big adventure rolling endlessly from morning into night. A bag of skin and sinew, always a bit slower, a little weaker and believing my peers considered me less intelligent, made me determined to succeed.

There would be no question as to my career path, I wanted to join the family motor business and become a racing driver. Well, a boy could dream. My heroes were men like, Lex Davidson, Jack Brabham, or NASA astronauts.

Never questioning my strength, I found it hard to understand why everyone around me could run further, swim faster and whose hand/eye coordination seemed like it was God given. In essence I considered myself a dork and, if I wanted to get to the Grand Prix circuits in Europe had better be a bloody good mechanic.

Back then, I never understood about the effect girls would play in my post-pubescence. One kiss from a blonde bombshell at a netball game on a steamy, starlit, summer’s night knocked my boyhood ambitions for six.

The girl, now long gone, woke me to a different set of priorities and for the next thirty-five years I won and lost at business, never having enough time to question my health, or why my stamina failed me when others worked on.

My business world was crumbling during the recession we had to have and, I felt as if I had been building sandcastles before an incoming tide. I couldn’t make anything last. However, determination and perspiration are strong allies and our family business held ground until a buyer could be found.

Moving to Melbourne, I worked in a number of sales positions, which took me across Australia and overseas. In my sixties and considered a fossil by HR folk, I took a job as a parts picker at AGCO, a company selling Massey Ferguson tractors. Considering myself unfit, I didn’t take a lot of notice of the aches and pains, but my right shoulder began drooping even more and occasional numbness travelling to my fingers worried me.

So began a never-ending roster of specialists who, while they thought they could relieve my pain, never offered confidence enough to let them operate. A referral to rheumatologist Dr. Wendy Stevens led to a biopsy and an overnight stay for wine and bickies in St Vincent’s. Luckily, before going to surgery, she thought a second opinion might offer a more accurate diagnosis.

Introducing herself as Dr. Katrina Reardon bustled in. ‘Now look straight ahead and purse your lips,’ she said. ‘Hmm, now whistle?’

Doing my best to imitate a botoxed catfish, a breathless wheeze escaping my pucker.

‘As I thought,’ she said, while casting a knowing eye over my Mr. Men like physique, ‘you can’t pucker your lips.’

‘I’ve had no complaints to date,’ I replied.

My smartarsed comment withered, dying the death it deserved, Katrina asked me to remove my shirt and as I responded to her diagnosis commands, she checked my drooping right shoulder and soft froglike midriff.

Dr. Reardon had been with me only a matter of minutes before offering her suspected diagnosis, FSHD. Recommending the biopsy be sent for genetic testing to confirm her verdict, Katrina explained how my life could change over the next few years and my need to give up working as a furniture delivery man.

 

At home my wife Ruth and I began sorting out the ramifications of this change to our lives. ‘What are you going to do?’ she asked.

‘Might write a book,’ I said

‘But you don’t read,’ she laughed.

She was right. I didn’t read novels, but being in sales I could tell stories, I just needed to make a yarn last.

Fast forward two years and we were sitting among writers from across Australia at the 2103 National Literary Awards where my debut novel KUNDELA received a Commended.

Since that night Voss, The Price of Innocence and Gillespie’s Gold have also been published. With a growing list of novels, biographies and self-help stories gathering dust on my hard drive while I search for a publisher, I continue to write and learn my craft.

Who would have thought this no longer skinny kid from Orroroo in South Australia, could find his books in many libraries around the country? Not me.

Terry

Just a boy from Burraboi

 

Just a boy from Burraboi

 

Not a lot of money for luxuries

Yet ample time to spend,

Lost in routine, a farmer’s daily grind

Praying the drought would end,

Dreaming an outback boy’s day away

Escaping the loneliness of Burraboi

Running from the Wakool line

 

Orroroo Sunset

I reworked a poem I wrote on Tim Frolling's Facebook page after he posted a photo of a sunset, please leave a comment as
I would be very interested to know what you think.

You posted the picture of a sunset

And it took me straight back home

Clouds red and hanging lazy over Morchard’s rolling Hills

To a place where time was always friendly

And innocence made us free

When life had more questions

To who or what we wanted to be

When we didn’t care about our answers

For in that blood red sunset

We had faith its mystery would unfold

Running close to new days of our future

Were not of big concern to me

Then depending on the season

For less than just one hour

Our backs on warm and fresh cut lawn

Gazing skyward in the purple of the twilight

We would wait for twinkling stars

Sneaking skyward over Black Rock Peak

Fat and golden our full moon would spread its glow

Laying still scanning that wide familiar cosmos

For the joy that jolted through you

When you witnessed Sputnik make its rounds

Back when yellow of the street lights struggled

To feebly penetrate the dark

Our eyes adjusted, and ears sharpened to the silence

As the Milky way lit up our night

In all those wonderous minutes of our innocence

We couldn’t feel it slowly slipping by

Times hands have washed the muscles from my frame

Even though the wrinkles on my face

Declare the time I’ve won

Inside I feel just as I did in nineteen sixty-one

So, Tim, thank you for the photo

And taking me back home

For showing me the shadows of those wonderous hills

Where as a boy with bicycle and rabbit traps

Around them I would roam

With cousins Doug and Geoff and John,

Our mates Placey, Paul and, Spider too

Oh, as lads we had a time, I tell you

A time when freedom knew us well

As in that short bright flash of youth

We lived as kings, in good old Orroroo

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Sally

Rollin down an old dirt road

Dust hanging onto the back of the truck

Radio beating out an old country song

An angel singing beside me, bringing me luck

Slappin her hands in time on the dash of my car

Singin on pitch,  knows every word

Seems to me, there’s not a song Sally hasn’t heard

 

Give her an old church hall or a public bar

She's got a head full of dreams and songs to play

Doing her dues and making it pay

Someday soon she’ll be on her way

A crowded bar, or empty barn

All she needs is a place for her to sing

So, turn up that amp, girl -- and make it ring

 

Six new strings on an old guitar

Scuffed Williams boots and tight blue jeans

Tapping feet and swaying hips

Eyes of fire, hold a wild girl’s dreams

Killer smile on forbidden lips

Stuff another greenback in her old tip-jar

Help like yours will take her far

 

I remember Sally slappin her hands

On the dash of my car

A head full of dreams and songs to play

Thinking someday soon she’ll be on her way

Doing her dues and making it pay

No longer playing old church halls or a public bars

It’s Opera house and Stadiums

No longer dreamin of fortune and fame

My little girl’s a superstar

Now this old world knows her name

A Conception Conspiracy

 Way back in September 1948

Time was pressing it couldn’t wait

And our mothers, the sisters three

Hatched a plan, or so it seems to me

Something my cousins and me

Called the conception conspiracy

 

If such a plan had been discussed

The birthday dates preferred were June

And with many factors to consider,

Husbands to coerce would be a cinch

A kiss, a cuddle, a loving pinch

A little human to create

 

Doubled over and throwing up

Each sister thought with banging head

She should have bought a pup instead

Encouraged by Grandma saying something great

Like, “It’s your first, I had ten.”

No sympathy from our Nan, she’d say,

“Now, out of bed and start again.”

 

And as June 1949 came around

Through the moaning and contraction slug

Auntie Aileen gave birth to Doug

I was next with Edna pushing hard

My father banished to the yard.

Last was Beth bringing cousin Geoff to life

 

But there we were cousins three

Doug and Geoff and little me

June’s babies born eighteen days apart

A bond soon formed and as we grew

Through our scrapes our fights and fun

Some battles lost some battles won

 

Now sitting here soon seventy-two

I think about our shared history

Our mothers, fathers and siblings too

Of Nannie Symes, those sisters three

and I am convinced, there had to be

A planned conception conspiracy