Terry L Probert
Terry L Probert is a novelist and shortstory writer. His debut novel KUNDELA earned a commendation in the 2013 FAW Christina Stead Award. Currently looking for an agent/publisher to bring any of his novels to print, Terry is a member of the Fellowship of Australian Writers, Writers Victoria and SA Writers. Terry is active in his local literary community. His Short Story Banib the Bunyip placed second in the City of Melton Short Story Competition 2013.
Wednesday, 25 September 2024
Tear Stained Memories
Friday, 9 September 2022
My FSH Journey
Born in the middle of last century my life was one big adventure rolling endlessly from morning into night. A bag of skin and sinew, always a bit slower, a little weaker and believing my peers considered me less intelligent, made me determined to succeed.
There would be no question as to my career path, I
wanted to join the family motor business and become a racing driver. Well, a
boy could dream. My heroes were men like, Lex Davidson, Jack Brabham, or NASA astronauts.
Never questioning my strength, I found it hard to
understand why everyone around me could run further, swim faster and whose
hand/eye coordination seemed like it was God given. In essence I considered
myself a dork and, if I wanted to get to the Grand Prix circuits in Europe had
better be a bloody good mechanic.
Back then, I never understood about the effect girls
would play in my post-pubescence. One kiss from a blonde bombshell at a netball
game on a steamy, starlit, summer’s night knocked my boyhood ambitions for six.
The girl, now long gone, woke me to a different set of
priorities and for the next thirty-five years I won and lost at business, never
having enough time to question my health, or why my stamina failed me when
others worked on.
My business world was crumbling during the recession
we had to have and, I felt as if I had been building sandcastles before an
incoming tide. I couldn’t make anything last. However, determination and
perspiration are strong allies and our family business held ground until a
buyer could be found.
Moving to Melbourne, I worked in a number of sales
positions, which took me across Australia and overseas. In my sixties and
considered a fossil by HR folk, I took a job as a parts picker at AGCO, a
company selling Massey Ferguson tractors. Considering myself unfit, I didn’t
take a lot of notice of the aches and pains, but my right shoulder began
drooping even more and occasional numbness travelling to my fingers worried me.
Introducing herself as Dr. Katrina Reardon bustled in.
‘Now look straight ahead and purse your lips,’ she said. ‘Hmm, now whistle?’
Doing my best to imitate a botoxed catfish, a breathless
wheeze escaping my pucker.
‘As I thought,’ she said, while casting a knowing eye
over my Mr. Men like physique, ‘you can’t pucker your lips.’
‘I’ve had no complaints to date,’ I replied.
My smartarsed comment withered, dying the death it
deserved, Katrina asked me to remove my shirt and as I responded to her diagnosis
commands, she checked my drooping right shoulder and soft froglike midriff.
Dr. Reardon had been with me only a matter of minutes
before offering her suspected diagnosis, FSHD. Recommending the biopsy be sent
for genetic testing to confirm her verdict, Katrina explained how my life could
change over the next few years and my need to give up working as a furniture
delivery man.
At home my wife Ruth and I began sorting out the
ramifications of this change to our lives. ‘What are you going to do?’ she
asked.
‘Might write a book,’ I said
‘But you don’t read,’ she laughed.
She was right. I didn’t read novels, but being in
sales I could tell stories, I just needed to make a yarn last.
Since that night Voss, The Price of Innocence and
Gillespie’s Gold have also been published. With a growing list of novels, biographies
and self-help stories gathering dust on my hard drive while I search for a
publisher, I continue to write and learn my craft.
Who would have thought this no longer skinny kid from Orroroo in South Australia, could find his books in many libraries around the country? Not me.
Terry
Sunday, 12 December 2021
Just a boy from Burraboi
Just a boy from Burraboi
Friday, 25 June 2021
Orroroo Sunset
I reworked a poem I wrote on Tim Frolling's Facebook page after he posted a photo of a sunset, please leave a comment as
I would be very interested to know what you think.
Friday, 18 June 2021
Sally
Dust hanging onto the back of the truck
Radio beating out an old country song
An angel singing beside me, bringing me luck
Slappin her hands in time on the dash of my car
Singin on pitch, knows every word
Seems to me, there’s not a song Sally hasn’t heard
Give her an old church hall or a public bar
She's got a head full of dreams and songs to play
Doing her dues and making it pay
Someday soon she’ll be on her way
A crowded bar, or empty barn
All she needs is a place for her to sing
So, turn up that amp, girl -- and make it ring
Six new strings on an old guitar
Scuffed Williams boots and tight blue jeans
Tapping feet and swaying hips
Eyes of fire, hold a wild girl’s dreams
Killer smile on forbidden lips
Stuff another greenback in her old tip-jar
Help like yours will take her far
I remember Sally slappin her hands
On the dash of my car
A head full of dreams and songs to play
Thinking someday soon she’ll be on her way
Doing her dues and making it pay
No longer playing old church halls or a public bars
It’s Opera house and Stadiums
No longer dreamin of fortune and fame
My little girl’s a superstar
Now this old world knows her name
Thursday, 17 June 2021
A Conception Conspiracy
Time was pressing it couldn’t wait
And our mothers, the sisters three
Hatched a plan, or so it seems to me
Something my cousins and me
Called the conception conspiracy
If such a plan had been discussed
The birthday dates preferred were June
And with many factors to consider,
Husbands to coerce would be a cinch
A kiss, a cuddle, a loving pinch
A little human to create
Doubled over and throwing up
Each sister thought with banging head
She should have bought a pup instead
Encouraged by Grandma saying something great
Like, “It’s your first, I had ten.”
No sympathy from our Nan, she’d say,
“Now, out of bed and start again.”
And as June 1949 came around
Through the moaning and contraction slug
Auntie Aileen gave birth to Doug
I was next with Edna pushing hard
My father banished to the yard.
Last was Beth bringing cousin Geoff to life
But there we were cousins three
Doug and Geoff and little me
June’s babies born eighteen days apart
A bond soon formed and as we grew
Through our scrapes our fights and fun
Some battles lost some battles won
Now sitting here soon seventy-two
I think about our shared history
Our mothers, fathers and siblings too
Of Nannie Symes, those sisters three
and I am convinced, there had to be
A planned conception conspiracy